Blah, I am feeling kinda lameish today. I sent an e-mail to Fernando, and writing to him just felt so natural. I felt like I was able to say exactly what I wanted and none of my thoughts got confused and it just felt so right. So now I feel like a lame piece of poop. I also realized that I kinda really miss him. As a boyfriend or just a friend, I am not sure. But I do know that him and I had a lot of fun together and even though I got frustrated when he didn't know what to say, I way always able to talk to him about absolutely anything and be completely honest. I miss that.
Hopefully the music festival today will cheer me up.